My seester, Jeaniece I didn't post anything yesterday on your birthday, but I was thinking about you. I even ate cake. My piece and yours since you don't like cake. I was looking through my phone at pictures of us tonight. And going through all the emotions again. Sometimes I still get so mad at you for dying. We had so much fun. We should still be having so much fun. Sometimes I see sisters (in real life, on Facebook, and even fictional ones on television and movies) who seemed to have a bond that we had and get jealous in my heart and feel guilty for that jealousy. I'm glad they have their sister. I just miss mine so much. Most days it doesn't hurt so bad. There always a hole. Sometimes I feel it a little bit more than usual.
So here's some pictures I found of us. Where we were younger and larger.... (you should have stuck around longer so we could have pictures of us aging well! Hahahaha!)
I tried to caption where these were. Besides the one at the end when we were little I stuck to ones of just you and me. I love you so much. I miss you everyday.
Mostly when I think of you the sun shines. The light that radiated from your smile and your eyes warms my soul. And the hole in my heart it fills with that warmth, and my love for you. And all the goodness that I learned from you and that I learned from your death let's me keep the smile on my face and the light in my eyes. I love you forever and I'll see you again one day on the other side.
